Be grateful that He had put a dot sooner than you thought.

7:06pm.

3^rd October, TwentyTwelve

Hey ho!

I’m sparing some moment in life just to tell you how lucky I am.

Here:

I AM A LUCKY GIRL.

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Okay, the moment’s gone.

I was talking to my bestest sister–like friends ever in the whole wide world this morning via BBM (till it decided to break the eff down).  It made me realize, we had went thru all stages of life together. Okay, I meant, we had went thru all after high school life together. Yknow… Coffee-sesh, b-sesh, toilet puff-sesh, normal weekend hangout, beaching, shoping, nightlife and a whole lot more, where I don’t think I need to mention.

We realized that we’re getting older day by day, and all that matters as of this moment is to do one thing: settling down. We enjoyed life to the max. We had a great time.

As much as how I loved my teen and mid-ish life, one thing for sure, I would wanna be around that one guy, the guy who well understood the “me” as a whole and yet, will guide me to Janna, liking the circle of friends that were there for me thru thick and thin, the guy that will be a responsible father and provide infinite love to our future children and the son and brother that would treat my parents and sisters as equal as he treats his.

Yes, it’s about time for a change.

Everybody knew how much my previous relationship meant to me. Twas the first time I’ve learned how to love. No more games this time, no more hidden “agendas”. Everybody saw how I’ve changed to be a “good girl” and they were actually happy for me. As for each person that told me how glad they were to see me being serious–once and for all, I kept on telling myself, “He’s the one”.

I know Allah had everything well planned for all of His servants and for that, I’m thankful. After a year, we kept on fighting every now and then, knowing things were about to come to its end.

Allah al-Adl. Allah Maha Adil. And He is utterly just. I believe that He works in mysterious ways. The things that happened to me at that particular time was the reflection of what I’ve done in the past. He lends me one of His creations and amazingly, I’ve learned a lot as for my future reference.

Put aside on how heartbroken I was, He knew I just needed to smile and be happy again so, He showered me with wonderful people, friends.

One remarkable phrase that my friends from different circles will say every-so-often, “We care and love you, Sue. We wouldn’t want you to be hurt or even get hurt”.

Told ya I’m lucky now, didn't I?

It has been one and a half wonderful years. As I went through my photo album circa 2009-2010, I would finally say,

“I’m grateful that He had put THE dot,

sooner than I thought”.