7:06pm.
3rd
October, TwentyTwelve
Hey ho!
I’m sparing some
moment in life just to tell you how lucky I am.
Here:
I AM A LUCKY
GIRL.
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Okay, the
moment’s gone.
I was talking to
my bestest sister–like friends ever in the whole wide world this morning via
BBM (till it decided to break the eff down). It made me realize, we had went thru all stages of life
together. Okay, I meant, we had went thru all after high school life together.
Yknow… Coffee-sesh, b-sesh, toilet puff-sesh, normal weekend hangout, beaching,
shoping, nightlife and a whole lot more, where I don’t think I need to mention.
We realized that
we’re getting older day by day, and all that matters as of this moment is to do
one thing: settling down. We enjoyed life to the max. We had a great time.
As much as how I
loved my teen and mid-ish life, one thing for sure, I would wanna be around
that one guy, the guy who well understood the “me” as a whole and yet, will
guide me to Janna, liking the circle of friends that were there for me thru
thick and thin, the guy that will be a responsible father and provide infinite
love to our future children and the son and brother that would treat my parents
and sisters as equal as he treats his.
Yes, it’s about
time for a change.
Everybody knew
how much my previous relationship meant to me. Twas the first time I’ve learned
how to love. No more games this time, no more hidden “agendas”. Everybody saw
how I’ve changed to be a “good girl” and they were actually happy for me. As
for each person that told me how glad they were to see me being serious–once
and for all, I kept on telling myself, “He’s the one”.
I know Allah had
everything well planned for all of His servants and for that, I’m thankful. After
a year, we kept on fighting every now and then, knowing things were about to
come to its end.
Allah al-Adl.
Allah Maha Adil. And He is utterly just. I believe that He works in mysterious
ways. The things that happened to me at that particular time was the reflection
of what I’ve done in the past. He lends me one of His creations and amazingly,
I’ve learned a lot as for my future reference.
Put aside on how
heartbroken I was, He knew I just needed to smile and be happy again so, He
showered me with wonderful people, friends.
One remarkable
phrase that my friends from different circles will say every-so-often, “We care
and love you, Sue. We wouldn’t want you to be hurt or even get hurt”.
Told ya I’m
lucky now, didn't I?
It has been one
and a half wonderful years. As I went through my photo album circa 2009-2010, I
would finally say,
“I’m grateful that He had put THE dot,
sooner than I thought”.