Can't Be Friends - Trey Songz


I just felt like posting this song, today :)

All feelings aside, several friends of mine actually “ping”ed and asked me personally via BBM, “What’s with you and this song? You listen to it like almost everytime, tak boring ke?” (Yeah, I didn’t unmark the “Show What I’m Listening” thingy; my status update kept on updating the song).
Okay, before I elaborate, I just need to explain something. Before some of you guys will go “w-t-f le this girl, wei”. Go die.
Okay, so on May 2012, three days before examination 2011/2012, my friends and I went for a big-ass 3D movie night out. So while waiting for the rest to get ready, FilzaRazman, NikMichael and yours truly were layan-ing a bunch of olskool RnB songs. Before that, Nik was playing Trey Songz's playlist via Youtube. I was excited cuz I had a favorite song . Up until the playlist played this particular song, Nik will keep on replaying it over and over while singing the “LA LA LA LA LA LA LA” part.
So, while they were doing this and that, playing hide and seek dan sebagainya, I googled the song. The song bridge made me realized… This. Is. So. True.

"And if I knew it ends like this, I never would have kissed you cuz I fell in love with you.
We never would have kicked it, girl now every things different.
I've lost my only lover and my friend...
That's why I wished we never did it."

It’s basically about two people who were friends in the beginning and he realized that he fell in love with her and the relationship moved on to the next level.
It somehow reaches the point where the feeling is no longer mutual and the girl thinks it’s better off for them to go back to square one –just friends.
He’s thinks it’s impossible considering that he still loves her, and showing how he regrets falling in love and losing her as a whole.

Be grateful that He had put a dot sooner than you thought.


7:06pm.
3rd October, TwentyTwelve

Hey ho!
I’m sparing some moment in life just to tell you how lucky I am.
Here:

I AM A LUCKY GIRL.




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Okay, the moment’s gone.

I was talking to my bestest sister–like friends ever in the whole wide world this morning via BBM (till it decided to break the eff down).  It made me realize, we had went thru all stages of life together. Okay, I meant, we had went thru all after high school life together. Yknow… Coffee-sesh, b-sesh, toilet puff-sesh, normal weekend hangout, beaching, shoping, nightlife and a whole lot more, where I don’t think I need to mention.
We realized that we’re getting older day by day, and all that matters as of this moment is to do one thing: settling down. We enjoyed life to the max. We had a great time.
As much as how I loved my teen and mid-ish life, one thing for sure, I would wanna be around that one guy, the guy who well understood the “me” as a whole and yet, will guide me to Janna, liking the circle of friends that were there for me thru thick and thin, the guy that will be a responsible father and provide infinite love to our future children and the son and brother that would treat my parents and sisters as equal as he treats his.
Yes, it’s about time for a change.
Everybody knew how much my previous relationship meant to me. Twas the first time I’ve learned how to love. No more games this time, no more hidden “agendas”. Everybody saw how I’ve changed to be a “good girl” and they were actually happy for me. As for each person that told me how glad they were to see me being serious–once and for all, I kept on telling myself, “He’s the one”.
I know Allah had everything well planned for all of His servants and for that, I’m thankful. After a year, we kept on fighting every now and then, knowing things were about to come to its end.
Allah al-Adl. Allah Maha Adil. And He is utterly just. I believe that He works in mysterious ways. The things that happened to me at that particular time was the reflection of what I’ve done in the past. He lends me one of His creations and amazingly, I’ve learned a lot as for my future reference.
Put aside on how heartbroken I was, He knew I just needed to smile and be happy again so, He showered me with wonderful people, friends.
One remarkable phrase that my friends from different circles will say every-so-often, “We care and love you, Sue. We wouldn’t want you to be hurt or even get hurt”.
Told ya I’m lucky now, didn't I?
It has been one and a half wonderful years. As I went through my photo album circa 2009-2010, I would finally say,

“I’m grateful that He had put THE dot,

sooner than I thought”.

A TEST POST VIA iPAD.

Let's see how cool blogging via iPad can be, ay? (I've just downloaded this app-DraftCraft, mind you.)

twenty[20]:twelve[12]

Hey ho! 

How've your 2012 been so far? Good, no? If you had a blast, highfive! But if you didn't, no worries, there are plenty of time to spare. Four months to go before we greet 2013 hello.

Skip. Skip. Skip. Pause.
Can I just jump to the photo part? Can ah? Can ah? Can meeeeeehhhh! Weehee!

New Years Eve 2012, New Years and a babygirl's birthday. #NYE #2012 #karaoke #KualaLumpur
At Movida Sunway Giza. #Movida #Damansara #Birthday #Random
a dear Arab friend of mine and with my favorite babygirls after Indomie session. #MultimediaUniversity #Publika #Hartamas #Curve #Cyberjaya #TuttiFrutti
Birthday celebration with my bestest people ever! #BubbaGump #Curve #Damansara #HeritageRow #Movida 
Pasta session, parties and a wedding. #Cyberlove #Lanson #Ampang #Changkat #Werners #Damansara #Malaysia #weddingbells
Fun time! #Zouk #Phuture #JalanP.Ramlee #Changkat #Werners #ParkRoyal #blackdress

My Favorite Application EVER

hello, hello. 

iPad1, iPad2 and the New iPad. What's so great of having an Apple tablet? It's so effing heavy and bulky. And it will bring no sense considering that for guys, you have to start carrying a bag and for us, it will just ruin our handbags (like seriously!). You can always get a Galaxy tab or whatsoever else (sorry, I don't catch up much on other brands).

Don't get me wrong though, I've always been a fan of iPads. Heck, I so wanted one even before the first iPad was launched in Malaysia and started to save up! A friend of mine asked me, why do I wanted like so badly? My answer would be, "saja nak berlagak". I didn't even know what to answer. sheeesh. So, I ordered one via online (just like how I bought my other Apple products) and got so excited when i first laid my hands on it, I neglected my friends, BBM, Whatsapp and Facebook.

However, after a few months, I got really bored with it and my iBby was laying around the room. It even ended up inside my laundry basket! And now, my iBby's back and bouncin'! I'm using it for school purpose (and it works just fine for cheating! >=D), I've transferred a bunch of series just in case I got bored (South Park, Breaking Bad and 90210) and not to forget, I've been very much active on Twitter and Instagram! Hehe! I'm loving Instragram and how you could actually interact with people all around based on a photo.

Do follow me on missastrinaaziz.instagram (!) and I'm gonna share what I've posted on Instagram that makes me feel #instagood! =P

 yours truly being so emo after waking up. 

compiled photos of #diplomadays #brotherhood #sisterlove #girlfriends #awesomepeople #greattimes #nightlife #KualaLumpur #kuantan #beach #weddings #international

#iftar #Ramadhan #holymonth