how can one person can be hated by so many people and these so many people are trying to attack that one person? SEMAK SIAL KAU NI.
grapes, peaches and unicorns
my entry today has nothing to do with the title above. just the fact lately i've been having this self issue with myself. at the back of my head, i think i've been not thinking about what i shouldn't be thinking but somehow the thought of not thinking it had made me overthink about it more and more which is making me go crazy.
i know. it doesn't make sense.
i promised myself that i wanna be happy this year. whenever the clock strikes 12 on 010120_ _, i'll tell myself that i just wanna forget the past and live my life happily. apparently i've been doing this just like the other previous years. and failed big time.
there'll be moments in life where i decided to spare a couple of hours, maybe more than a couple of hours just to think about this particular someone. the particular someone who had made me feel happy and worth waking up in the morning. and that particular someone who also had the power to make me scared to face whatever that we had gone thru towards the end with another particular someone hence the why i'm not able to be having serious conversations with anyone.
it's not a good feeling and i don't like to feel fucked up cuz it hurts.
fourteenthree. i'll always remember and i hope that particular someone remembers it too. deep down in that particular someone's soul.
Monday
Hello ya'll! Today was my full day of interviews but the one that I so want the most is of course, the company that had rejected me two times for my internship, Media Prima. I like it there and hoping there's a place for me somewhere in the corner there. Aamiin aamiin. Okeithnxbaibai
Here's my hashtag strawface photo:
I learned something new!
I've been bugging my mom to cook udang tempoyak but she was like, "masak sendiri la. Senang je!". I've been doing pastas, western food and even baking throughout my life, but i find it hard to "play" with kunyit etc. now, define senang je, please? So, malam tadi, was my first time ever cooking a malay dish. B-R-A-V-O, s!
that famous question
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| my morning face. do you look as hideous as me when you wake up? no? L U C K Y B A S T A R D. |
That famous question that I often get is:
"Sueeee, what application did you use for the drawings?"
The answer is:
Scribbles on Mac and yes, I drew em from scratch! It started back in 2010 when I saw this awesome poster in Friends at Central Perk and I so wanted one but couldn't find it on Google, so I decided to draw it myself. Eversince Instagram started the instavideo/videogram or whatever you call it, I've been caught up doing videos of my artworks so that you guys can learn a bit on how to draw with your lappie too. Here are some of the tutorials. Have fun scribbling!
I think by now most of you guys know how much I, Astrina Aziz loves Jenna Marbles!
and I love Usher too!
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