that one thing i don't understand

how can one person can be hated by so many people and these so many people are trying to attack that one person? SEMAK SIAL KAU NI.

grapes, peaches and unicorns

my entry today has nothing to do with the title above. just the fact lately i've been having this self issue with myself. at the back of my head, i think i've been not thinking about what i shouldn't be thinking but somehow the thought of not thinking it had made me overthink about it more and more which is making me go crazy.

i know. it doesn't make sense.

i promised myself that i wanna be happy this year. whenever the clock strikes 12 on 010120_ _, i'll tell myself that i just wanna forget the past and live my life happily. apparently i've been doing this just like the other previous years. and failed big time.

there'll be moments in life where i decided to spare a couple of hours, maybe more than a couple of hours just to think about this particular someone. the particular someone who had made me feel happy and worth waking up in the morning. and that particular someone who also had the power to make me scared to face whatever that we had gone thru towards the end with another particular someone hence the why i'm not able to be having serious conversations with anyone.

it's not a good feeling and i don't like to feel fucked up cuz it hurts.

fourteenthree. i'll always remember and i hope that particular someone remembers it too. deep down in that particular someone's soul.

Monday

Hello ya'll! Today was my full day of interviews but the one that I so want the most is of course, the company that had rejected me two times for my internship, Media Prima. I like it there and hoping there's a place for me somewhere in the corner there. Aamiin aamiin. Okeithnxbaibai

Here's my hashtag strawface photo:

I learned something new!

I've been bugging my mom to cook udang tempoyak but she was like, "masak sendiri la. Senang je!". I've been doing pastas, western food and even baking throughout my life, but i find it hard to "play" with kunyit etc. now, define senang je, please? So, malam tadi, was my first time ever cooking a malay dish. B-R-A-V-O, s!  


The outcome...
This is by far my masterpiece!

that famous question

my morning face. do you look as hideous as me when you wake up? no? 
L U C K Y B A S T A R D.

That famous question that I often get is:
"Sueeee, what application did you use for the drawings?"

The answer is:
Scribbles on Mac and yes, I drew em from scratch! It started back in 2010 when I saw this awesome poster in Friends at Central Perk and I so wanted one but couldn't find it on Google, so I decided to draw it myself. Eversince Instagram started the instavideo/videogram or whatever you call it, I've been caught up doing videos of my artworks so that you guys can learn a bit on how to draw with your lappie too. Here are some of the tutorials. Have fun scribbling! 

I think by now most of you guys know how much I, Astrina Aziz loves Jenna Marbles! 


and I love Usher too!

and Tupac too! WESTside, b r a h!

iftar (part I)

Assalamualaikum to my muslim brothers and sisters and hello to my non muslim homies. How ya duin?

Hows your Ramadhan so far? My newsfeed had been blessed with lotsa food photos -> which is awesome! I love to see what people dined for iftar cuz I might would wanna have what they had. Yey! It's like we're i n t e r n e t food friends!

Day 1
Day 2: (This happened cuz I got so tired of moving and ended up having kurmas for iftar and slept instead).
Day 3
Day 4

happy BORNDAY, MissKimmy!

My 15 min video posted via Instagram. later on Keek and Facebook. :)

JUNErecap

June's my month and let's see wtf I've been doing:

This is my tatak super kurus lagi kurus daripada mi megi. I've blogged about her end of last year. adik loves you, tatak!
Ayin Mael dramatic gila babi cerita pasal kes "tunang"
This is Yasminaman. First time meeting her in real life. I knew her cuz B and her apparently share a mutual enemy. hehe. Apparently we were studying at Kuantan together, different college and she saw us several of times at Megamall before.
Yasminaman and I and lil fashionista, Qasdina
10 minutes of meet up was fun! Good to see you, Yasmin!
Aftermath. We were high on Mcds' desserts. So, I decided to be a superhero and fly my ass off!
Ini supercute of lil Q and lil Iman wearing the same shoes!
A dear ex-collegemate of mine got hitched! Love you much, pretty Nabilla!
B drove, she didn't let me sleep. So... camwhore time!
the pretty girl!
That's Mekti and Aifa in the middle. Somehow, I'm like this penyentel being friends with my friends' friends hihi
And we thought we'd be effin kool taking a photo with orange cuts stuck in our mouths.
College friends. We practically grew up together. They're the best. love love!
Haze in Malaysia
Can you see KLCC looks like twas almost wiped out?
And poking a hole in the mask seems relevant. It makes the drinking... EASIER!
I LOVE BASKIN ROBBINS

Been hanging out too much with my nieces and nephews. 
Football time!
Lizzy's babyshower
Proud parents-to-be. Congrats Liz and Faiz!
Can't wait to meet bbygirl!
With the girls. <3







Hey shawtie, it WAS muh birthday!

I super forgot to post about me turning 26 (not to say that anyone gives two flying fucks with a pair of monkeys humping each other). 

My birthday this year was amazingly great! I got everything that I wanted! Woo hoo!

Let's start with... Presents! I think most of my friends and family knows that I'm very choosy and picky when it comes to getting me stuffs. Especially the ones that I really, really want cuz face it, it's not something that I'll spend using my own money, so yea, basically it's a once of a lifetime opportunity heheh I'll narrow down every single thing in specific. The brand, the type, the color etc.

A Furby doll. I baked a chocolate cake for a dear friend of mine during his 26th birthday celebration at Asia Cafe last year and in return, I got this hihi (after all the nagging and "forcing"). He called me up on my birthday asking me what color of the Furby do I want? Unfortunately, the purple-pink-blue was outta season and I had to settled with this turquoise-blue instead. My friend was super awesome, he even delivered my present at the office. yey! *you can connect your Furby with your iPhone by downloading the application at the App Store. :)
iPod Nano 7th Gen. My sister gave it to me after I've been sucha pain in her ass telling her that I so want one badly! And Apple, there's a difference between PINK and SALMON! Get your shit together now, will ya?!
My other sisters gave me an iPhone 5 cover case along with the plugged thingy. hihi
This is what my bff dearie gave me for my birthday! Loves it! She asked me what I wanted for my birthday, I said an iPod, she wanted to hentak me. She asked me again, I said a Furby doll, she said I was joking and ended up getting me something she loves instead. levyew Bish! mwa xx
Timmy got me a polkadot frame cuz he knows how much I <3 polkadots! levyew Kimmish! And Zaty Maulad got me a cup where she did it herself by putting on tapes with my screenname, SETERiNA on it! koolio! mwa xx
My ultra talented fave chef gave me a box of supermoist chocolate cake for my birthday! Another gift to remember. I have this weird love towards chocolate. Can I get pregnant from this?
Nabil gave me this necklace. It matches with the bracelet that B got me. loves it! Thank you Nabil <3
My birthday celebration lasted for a week, just like how I celebrated it the year before. Awesomeness overload!

Chocolates! Sexiness overload @ Dip n' Dip, Bangsar. 
Nirwana, Bangsar. Love overload! 
Chocolate overload @ Istana Hotel.

Jawa overload! 
Seacreatures overload @ Istana Hotel. 
Pasta and western platter overload @ Picknik, Publika.
Was treated at Delicious, Bangsar as well. Deliciousness overload!
Official birthday celebration with the girls at my beloved brah's restaurant, Nik M.'s restaurant: Picknik, Bangsar. Thanks a bunch, babygirls. me <3 yous biggest time!

My birthday cake! Cuteness overload! 
Photos @ Dip n' Dip and Nirwana, Jalan Telawi. @Picknik, Publika.
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAD WISHED ME VIA ALL THE SOCIAL MEDIA NETWORKS: FACEBOOK, TWITTER, INSTAGRAM, KEEK, WECHAT, SMS, WHATSAPP. THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, BIRTHDAY TREATS, BIRTHDAY CAKES AND ALL! I REALLY DO APPRECIATE IT, NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW YOUR THOUGHTS HAD MADE MY DAY AND THE AGING PROCESS A WHOLE LOT EASIER. I LOVE YOU GUYS AND GIRLS TO THE INFINITE MAX. HUGSIE xx